Thursday, May 28

One more

Music Playlist at

So this song was supposed to be included in the Valencia playlist, but the site I used didn't have this track. This is one of my fave songs ever, sang by a Filipino band called Parokya ni Edgar. It's called One and Only You. Here are the lyrics:

It took one look
And forever laid out in front of me
One smile and I died
Only to be revived by you

There I was
Thought I had everything figured out
Goes to show just how much I know
'bout the way life plays out

I take one step away
But I find myself coming back to you
My one and only, one and only you

Now I know
That I know not a thing at all
Except the fact that I am yours
And that you are mine

They told me that this wouldn't be easy
And no
I'm not one to complain

I take one step away
But I find myself coming back to you
My one and only, one and only you

The lines in bold pretty much explain my relationship with Valencia. I fell in love, but my heart gets smashed by the hurt and the heartbreaks. There are so many times I want to quit them, ignore them, hate them. But I can't, and I keep on coming back to them. Valencia isn't really my first team, but my love for them is just so immense and incomparable to my other teams.

The lines in italics explain how I fell in love with Silva. Haha! Well, it's true. I fell in love with him watching him in a Spain game. I was mesmerized with his skillz, his speed, his passing, everything. He was amazing, I was glued on to him. And then I looked at him, and ooh he's so cute. And hot. And.. Unffff. And then.. Yeah. Wow, I can't even explain how I fell in love with him coherently! The first time I ever saw him, I was hooked. Oh oh and the smile. Guh, the smile. It kills me every time, and revives me as well. It took one look and forever laid out in front of me, one smile, then I died, only to be revived by you... This song is really perfect for him, haha. He's my first La Liga crush. He started my Valencia love. Even if he isn't my first love, he'll always be my one and only true love. ILHSFM.

Ok, stopping now. Fangirling over.


Tuesday, May 26

Valencia Playlist

This basically sums up all the emotions I've felt in the roller coaster ride that is Valencia.

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I'm not done yet, the other songs I wanted weren't available, boo. So yeah, if I'm not lazy I'll do another one. Most of the songs here describe how much I love them, obviously, haha. :D


Monday, May 25


So right now I still haven't come to terms with accepting reality and fate. Last night I was so numb, so cold, I didn't have the energy to express what I really felt. And then this morning, it began to sink in. I've been in a huge sulk all day and I snap at the littlest things. I'm too heartbroken. I want to stop caring, I want to quit them, I want to hate them. But I can't. I love Valencia too much.

This morning, Ali was telling me that I at least had one team who isn't fail. True that, I'm happy with United. But it's not the same, and it will never console me. I want my Valencia to be okay, to be whole. I want the team I fell in love with. Argh. But seeing them fail in the most important matches really makes me want to hate them. They can fight and even win against big clubs - hello Barca and RM. But when the games are so important, what happens? They don't even try. But still, I love them so much.

So not being in the CL next year means goodbye to a lot of players. I'm slowly accepting the fact that they will leave. I don't want to see any of them in RM or in Barca. I just wish they'd go to a club where they can play their full potential and not waste their great talent away. They deserve so much better. There's still this part of me that continues to hope that they will stay, but...

And tonight, this little comment I found from vcf_fangirls just made me burst into tears again.

"I just have to say 1 more thing.
No matter what happens.
No matter who transfers.
No CL, thats fine.
No matter how poor we're going to be.
No matter what we're wearing next season.
No matter how many ref's hate us.
No matter how much fans will doubt us.
No matter anything.
I will always love...
Valencia Club de Fútbol.
I don't care.

Yeah. Despite all the hurt and the heartbreak, I love you, Valencia. I really do.

EDIT// This article made me cry all over again. The songs are so perfect and so right. *sigh*


Thursday, May 21

Photo Mosaic Thingie

1. clarice & lubitel, 2. Meant To Be Dinner: Cheese Board, 3. Not available, 4. Not available, 5. Pieces of Europe, 6. Dance...Dance...Dance..., 7. don't worry be happy new year8. Not available9. Not available

Because I was tagged by Ruthie. :)

a. Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search (
b. Using ONLY the first page, pick an image.
c. Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into Mosaic Maker. Change rows to 3 and columns to 3 (
d. Save the image and post it!
e. If you’re tagged, reblog and pass it on.

The Questions:
(my answers are in bold and italics)

1. What is your first name? Clarice (well it's Anna, but I use Clarice, so..)
2. What is your favorite food? Cheese
3. What is your favorite color? Blue
4. Favorite drink? Bailey's
5. Dream vacation? backpacking across Europe
6. Favorite hobby? Dancing
7. What you want to be when you grow up? Happy
8. What do you love most in life? Breathing
9. One word to describe you? Diverse

I'm not really tagging anyone, but I require the twin and Elena to do this. Haha :)


Saturday, May 16

I love him to the ends of the earth.

Original Video- More videos at TinyPic

Ok, brb, must remember how to breathe. Guh. ILHSFM.


Friday, May 15


So I was going over my old photobucket account the other day, and I was squeeing and jumping with joy when I found these:

Boo, I dunno why they ended up so small. :( These piccies were taken at Canberra, the college, Lanyon Homestead, Bondi Beach, Sydney when I was on my study trip there.

Miss them lovelies! At Bondi Beach.

WOMBAT!!! :D Awwwww I love them.

KOALA!!! I love them too!

It was in that same wildlife park that I got chased by an emu. Hahaha! I cannot find the other piccies, I have the prints but I can't find them on my online albums. Boo. I'm too lazy to scan them.

But I... Uh, I have this. *blushies*


Aww, the memories. I love love love that place and the people. I vow that someday I'll be back in crazy beautiful Australia. Yes. *nods*


Wednesday, May 13

Just a little something pointless to distract myself from the craziness of life.

1. What color is your toothbrush?
White and pink

2. Name one person who made you smile today:
My granny

3. What were you doing at 8 am this morning:
Still trying to sleep

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
Trying to listen to the boring lecture but answering fb quizzes lol

5. What is your favorite candy bar?
KitKat! :D and Twix.

6.Have you ever been to a strip club?
No! Haha

7. What is the last thing you said aloud?
"Naninigaw daw talaga yun eh." - er, translation: He really shouts at people. (referring to a law school professor)

8. What is your favorite ice cream flavor?
Haagen Dazs' Dulce de Leche and Strawberry. Strawberry and Mango from FIC. And green tea ice cream<3

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Ahahahaha. Absolut Kurant. At 10am.

10. Do you like your wallet?

11. What was the last thing you ate?
Toblerone Dark

12. Have you bought any new clothing items this week?
My mom got me a skirt from Zara which I didn't like so she took it back lol.

13. The last sporting event you watched?
Hmm... I think it was the Barça-Villareal match.

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?

15. Who is the last person you sent a text message too?
I think it was... Jano?

16. Ever go camping?

17. Do you take vitamins daily?

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?

19. Do you have a tan?
Yes but it's slowly fading away now :(

20. Do you prefer Chinese food over pizza?

21. Do you drink your soda with a straw?
Yes. But I rarely drink soda, so...

22. What did your last text message say?
I think I said... 'I was asleep already when I got your text.'

23. What are you doing tomorrow?
Go to uni, what else?

24. WHERE IS 24?! ?

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
My classmates.

26. What color is your watch?
The one I'm wearing right now, it's white.

27. What do you think of when you hear the word Australia?
OMG I love Australia. Koalas Kangaroos Canberra Sydney the house the Prado McKillop Catholic College Jay Roxy and Billabong overload Wombats Dingos and argh too many memories! <3

28. What is your birthstone?

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive thru?
Usually just drive thru.

30. What is your favorite number?
1, 7, 15, 21.

31. Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mom I think.

32. Any plans today?
Work, ugh. And pull another allnighter to finish my papers.

33. How many states have you lived in?
Um, three or four?

34. Biggest annoyance right now?
Someone I refuse to name for obvious reasons lol.

35. Last song listened to?
The Special Two - Missy Higgins

36. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
Yes but with struggling effort!

37. Do you have a maid service clean your house?
Yes, we got a new one. I miss my maid :(

38. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
Well... Havaianas aren't shoes, but I wear them most of the time. Do not ask how many pairs I have. And my sandal collection.

39. Are you jealous of anyone?

38. Is anyone jealous of you?
Yes but they really shouldn't be.

41. Do you love anyone?

42. Do any of your friends have children?

43. What do you usually do during the day?
Get annoyed, waste time online, and find things to distract myself instead of being productive.

44. Do you hate anyone that you know right now?
Yes but well, not really. Yeah maybe strongly strongly disike. Same person I mentioned in greatest annoyance question.

45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
Yes. Also its different forms - hi, hola, etc.

46. What color is your car?
It says Matte Beige on my car registration.

47. Do you like cats?
I love my feral kitty <3

48. Are you thinking about someone right now?

49. Have you ever been to Six Flags?

50. How did you get your worst scar?
My left ankle got caught in between the kitchen door when I slammed it shut. It cut right through my skin deeply, it bled a whole lot. It freaked me out so much I almost fainted haha.


Sunday, May 10

I would, again and again, forever.

Valencia 3-0 Real Madrid

The boys were so amazing last night. Even the defence. I have no other words.

I am so proud of them all, but most especially, of my bb Silva. Everyone knows how much I love this man. I cannot even explain how much. He was so amazing last night. I'm just so proud of him, not only for last night, but for every game that he plays, for how hard he trains, and just for being himself. He just makes me so happy. And seeing how he played last night, with all his passes, crosses, attempts and his goal, it just makes my heart burst with pride and joy. :)

He's going to be out for the next game because he received his 5th amarilla. :( Also, he picked up an injury. I saw him during the first half, something in his right thigh was bothering him, he kept wincing and touching it and all. I thought it was a pulled hamstring. By the second half, he couldn't take it anymore and got subbed. :( They say it's a groin strain. (I had nothing to do with it, I promise! :P) They also say that this might prevent him from playing the last remaining games because of this. Please, no :( Please be ok, bb. We need you. I need you!

It's about time I gave him a little picspam of his pics from last night's game on my blog. ILYSFM, Jiménez.

And, er, cute blondie deserves one too.

And what did I say about his feral kitty growl? :P

That's my hero. *melts into a puddle of incoherent mess*

Adios, dying for a while. :P


Saturday, May 9


It's been a long time since I had a proper rant, and I usually keep these things to myself but this time it just ticked me off so bad.

It really really really REALLY pisses me off to see/hear/read about 'fans' claiming or pretending to be PROPER fans. They think they know a lot about the club, about the players, how they play, etc. etc. But no, they don't! They even have the nerve to call the boys THEIR boys... Right. They don't even know who's who in the effing team, FFS. They don't even know the match scheds! Is that a proper fan? Is that even a fan at all?!

I know I haven't been supporting Valencia for so long but dammit, I know so much about them, more than these 'fans' know. I don't just fangirl over the boys, I fangirl over their skillz and their abilities and I do not fangirl over individual players. I do have my favorites of course, but I support and fangirl over the whole effing team. No matter how much they break my heart at times, I still stick by them and love them with all my heart. I support the team not only because they're pretty (they are, too much, but that's just an added bonus lol), but because they're Valencia and they're bloody amazing.

Also, it doesn't piss me off so much if it was someone I didn't know. I'd just ignore them. But this particular one I do know, and it makes my blood boil so much!

Arrrrghhhh I'm going to rip my hair out if I hear one more thing from these people.

Ok, rant over.


Friday, May 8


I was supposed to blog about some other things, but right now all I can think about is this particular thing that I really, really, really want. I don't think I've ever wanted something like this in so long (ok there are a lot of others but this one is the most likely one to be granted as of late). And I won't be able to sleep - haha, as if I sleep - unless I know the outcome of this decision.

God, please please please grant me this. I've been a real good girl, and I think pretty much everyone can attest to that. Dear Lord, please, I am praying.

So everyone, may I just ask a little favor? Please please please cross your fingers and toes and everything for me? Pretty please with a cherry and whipped cream on top? :)


Saturday, May 2

Pic of the Day - Babyface

That's me with three of my friends there (Maan, Vianca and Ruthie). This was taken one day when we all ditched uni to go watch a movie, waste money on these photo stickers and I don't really remember what else, basically we all just got away and had fun.

Anyway, I showed this photo to Nandia before. I asked her to guess how old we were when this pic was taken. She said that the rest of the girls looked 17, 18ish, while I looked... 11.

Seriousy? Do I really look like an 11-year-old? Do you agree?

She got that right, btw. We were all 17 that time. Well, she got the ages right except for me, haha.